Friday, March 8, 2019


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The sudden thought that I learned to name cats from my grandmother. It occurred to me--it pounced on me like a cat itself, in the form of a long-gone feline companion Grandma kept: Jezebel. The mad blue eyes, the natural haughty expression. The thin, dark tail that flicked as though she wished it would rattle like a snake's. Jezebel was a Siamese, black and burnt-marshmallow cream. I remember wanting to pet her, and being reminded that she was too good for me.

Like many a cat, Jezebel could be sweet as honeyed milk, and soft as her paw with the claws drawn in. But then, the claws do come out...

Years later, I brought home a tiny, clumsy ball of fluff whom I named Circe after the sorceress who turned all Odysseus' men to pigs. Circe and I have now been friends for 16 years, and I know that her name fits her. Lithe and beautiful even in her advancing years, the blue-gray and dusty cream Himalayan. Her own mad blue eyes are just beginning to cloud.

It is only now, thinking of Jezebel that I realize a name like Circe for her. Like a Jezebel, Circe is both sweet and wicked, resistant and irresistible. You want to hold her and stroke her silky fur--and perhaps she will let you...

Friday, October 26, 2018

Haiku #174

full moon shies from dawn,
swelling, sinking in mountains
crowned in cloud and snow

Thursday, October 18, 2018

Haiku #786

oer blue hills, bright peaks
pink in dawn, rising from
five million homefires ' smoke

Thursday, August 30, 2018

lunchpoem 1-- (of desire only)

in the interest
   of writing poetry,
 i've gone skinny dipping
a dozen times
    in half a dozen states.
                it's not enough,
                     i know.

i have slept
       on buses,
     in cars,
       in and under trees,
  on the subway,
         and in one hundred arms.
i've eaten strange
     and sometimes poisonous things--
             and it's not enough,
                        i know.

i've hitchhiked, trespassed, shoplifted.
  i've wept for my own existence--
            and for yours.
    i've kissed so many fools, and loved them;
  some of them loved me back.

i've seen the sea,
and watched the mountains' moods.
               and it is not enough,
                     i know.

i've brought children
         into the world through
  blood, shit, and mystery.
    i've begun to see others leaving--
 considered leaving, myself.

but it is not enough-
will never be enough.

           still,
   i scribble on my little page,
           and smile
           and sing
           and laugh
           and age.

of desire only
     it is enough.
of desire only